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March 2nd 2025

Today is going to be a slow day so im going to just study for school tomorrow and finish up some of my website. I also really want to finish one of my books and clean my room(its messy). Im very exited for tomorrow because I have my therapy appointment and my therapist said she would buy me some snacks and maybe even a book! Thats all for right now but I might add on later! I ended up going on a walk and working on my code all day..but thats fine because I still got work done and today felt productive! <3

March 3rd

Today I have school and im very exided for science because we have a fun lab to work on! Today my goal is going to be just finish as much work as possibe and get some notes done during my free period. My friend even got me a huge stack of books and I made a CD for a differnt friend and she was very happy. I feel really good about today! I also need to talk to my therapist about my recent freak out at lunch, im really trying to work on them. thats all for today, I might add on later! Later in the day I got some cookies and got to go home early because my last classes aren't as important. I think tonight i'll bake something for me and my friends but I dont know yet. Im hoping that after a while my stress levels go down, im not sure why they went up in the first place. I finished a book that I got during 1st period and it was really good! ill try to read some of the new books tonight but I think for now i'll just do bible study and eat some snacks. goobye!

March 4th

Today I got a new CD! I talked to my frinds and really it has just been a normal day. Im very happy because next week is spring break and im going to visit my grandparents! I know this is going to be a short blog but I just wanted to make this daily thing even if im not doing anything interesting. Ill see you later! Today I got to sit out in choir because my head hurt so i just read and listend to music in the teachers office. I vented to one of my friends about how ive been feeling and they actually listened! It has been a good day and im very exited for more days to come! <3

March 5th

Today I have youth group and I made some cookies for my small group! I aslo got a new mp3 player becasue some days I dont want to cary my CD player, although it very pretty. My goals for today are to just stay calm and try my best, i'm posting this a little late becasue I was busy during in homeroom. i'll try ro fix up some of my code and add on to my about me later today. Remember that you are perfect and it will all be ok, love you! <3

March 7th

I know I haven't been blogging the past few days because i've been busy with choir comps and other school things. Today i'm going on vacation! Im on my way to the airport right now, my anxiety has been making things like this a bit of a sruggle lately but im trying my best. Me and my friends have been getting closer and I think we might be getting better again! I'll update you guys when I get to my grandparents house but maybe sooner if I get bored. XOXO

March 8th

Today I made it to my grandparents house! Me and my grandma made lunch for everyone and some of the family went shopping. My grandpa even took me on a motorcicle ride around town! We have plans to go take photos later today and i'm not too thrilled about that but I want to be as helpful as I can for now. My little cousins are being very stressful but i'll just keep that in the back of my mind until night time. I'm planning to make crepes for breakfast before church tomorrow so that I can show how well i've been getting at cooking and baking! Im hoping that I can go for one more motorcicle ride today so that I can feel free from my family. The plane rides yesterday were quite stressful and I sadly had an anxiety attack when I thought we were going to miss out fight. Im fine now but i'm trying to stay as calm and positive as I can for the week. Goodbye for now!

March 9th

Today I went on a long motorcicle ride with my grandpa and we went to church for most of the morning. Tomorrow i'm going to make some crepes for breakfast for the whole family! Im very exited because I might be able to cut my hair while im on vacation and dye it when I get back home. i'm thinking about cutting my hair very short and dye it back to my natural light brown. My cousins have been quite stressful today but i've gotton used to it and they mainly stay outside or downstairs. For now i'm going to just read my book and just hang out with my family so that I can enjoy most of my time here! Remember to love yourself and others everyday, bye!

March 10

Today I spent lots of time with my little cousin and my great grandma. I am ,sadly, not going to cut my hiar until I get back home but at least I still get to cut it! I aslo spent a lot of time outside playing in the backyard with some of the little boys. Last night I had made some M&M cookies and the cousins where just eating them nonstop so I had to hide them, they would have never made a it passed a day if I didn't. We also went to an arcade to play laser tag but laser tag makes me have panic attacks so I just sat out and played games so that I could spend my coins on candy! I'm not looking forword to leaving but i know that time will come and it will not be fun so because of that i'm going to have as much fun as I can before we leave!